Sunday, 8 March 2015

READY TO SERVE

 Today was very terrific . my sleep ran very early. I tried so hard to get back to sleep but I could not. I tried to figure out why I could not sleep. I checked whether am pressed and it was not that. I actually went to the washroom just to make sure that waste was not the taker of my sleep and actually it was not.
As I went back to my bed,I decided to look at my watch and see what time it is since my alarm had not done it's usual job. Alas!  I was shocked to realize that it was 3 am which is an hour 30 minutes earlier than the usual time that I wake up.
I always ask myself why certain things happen and this was not exceptional. So hard I tried to figure out what could be the reason for God allowing me to wake up so early. It took me around 30 minutes to go through all the possible reason which included thinking about a close girlfriend of mine who no longer wants to see me nor talk me ( this makes me feel paragashaa! if you know what that means- It made me shade a tear which ordinarily is very hard for me to do) I thought it was because I miss her but it was not that.
Then a thought about my God crossed me. It is then that I realized that God wanted me to praise Him,Worship Him and Pray to Him. Immediately I felt a strong feeling of worship overtake me and started praising God.
Never had I had such a great time with my creator. My heart was overjoyed.
Then I remembered that yesterday in Church I had a very unique experience in the presence of the Lord that I even attended all the 3 services and still did not have enough of it. I even cancelled a date that I had been invited later yesterday. I think it was part of God's plan.
I don't know what The Lord God of Israel and Father of my Savior Jesus Christ wants with me but whatever it is I am more than ready to do HIS WILL.
I am ready and willing to serve you Oh God! I am your instrument and it will be an honor to serve you.
Let Your will be done in my life.

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